To be honest, I haven't felt like myself in at least a month. I'm tired all the time, not so much physically, but emotionally and spiritually. When I get quiet and alone, I find myself wanting to still weep over Chad and Palmer. In fact, it all just brings up deep seeded feelings of loneliness. I feel as if I've lost my center and God is somewhat silent. I'm just trying to be patient and persevere for a new day to come. I'm just not feeling very inspired towards anything right now. All I can figure is that I'm still grieving.