You ever wake up in the morning with a song in your head that you haven't heard in a long time, but it seems your subconscious is trying to say something? This morning I have a Moby song in my head, with the lyrics "why does my heart feel so bad?" playing over and over again in my brain. So what is my mind telling me? Low-grade depression? Overwhelming circumstances? Frustrations beyond my control? Pressure? Past hurts coming back to haunt me? New hurts making an introduction? Disappointments with self? I'll leave all this for some amateur Freud out there. But as I get tired and beat down, my patience lessens significantly. I tend to be less of a nice guy and more confrontational on everything. Why does my heart feel so bad? Not sure, just know that it does.